Self Shame

I know that I have been slacking myself at work.  I can get so stubborn with all these things.  Should not have let the people who bother me to bother me.  Should not have let myself dwell with such things that in the end erupts in my face to shame.  I should have known better.  After what I have gone through so recently.

And now I need to clear my shit out.  

Thanks to thyself.