Slightly lost and lagging behind life. At least that's how I am feeling.
The things that I have done for myself and fallen ill for it. Apparently I had been under so much stress that it induced me into Transient Ischemic Attack of mild stroke which brought my husband home from 3 hours away by flight just to be by my side. I was grateful that he came home. We had a chance to squabble and share the hospital bed together, with a more secure heart and without much sleep from the constant BP and temperature check every other hour.
And as I supposed to be working, I am finding this self-distraction into other things not really work related. At least I am feeling normal now. And having songs melting in my ears as I hum them along not knowing how loud I am sounding like to other people. I don't really care.
Only now, I am feeling anxious somehow.
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